Sitting aloof.....eyes glued to colored screens
Mazy patterns....all that once was a picture so beautiful
Likewise efforts laid in anticipation
Seemingly fruitless...the toil swallowed by a sea of demands
Sleepness nights....raging thoughts....the usual magic
All inefficacious!
A brain drain? Maybe...
Eyes turned skyward....sunken and all sore
Like a trance....pictures of storms in the past racing through our minds
Desperation mounting......the end?
In pessimism we agree.....and yet again
In hope, the last storm before calm
The swinging extremes ever present
Like a pendulum....deep illusions of absence it offers
Teasing our minds to falter....a belief in its strength
Or lack thereof? Who knows....?
In deeper scrutiny....the ailment persists...
Now masked by fake impressions....
A deeper puzzle for our hearts...
Unsettlingly? No doubt...
Yet, like watching a dog bark into darkness
Neck hairs all erect in anticipation....and still...the eyes see nought
Are we at war once again..?
In pessimism we agree...and yet again
In hope, the last storm before calm
Failures of the past...haunting prospects for the future
Efforts laid for better fortunes
Heavier risks....
Distances covered!
In search of fertile grounds....
Seemingly the same plague over such vast expanse
Or are our eyes playing tricks once again?
Thoughts of sacrifices made....of wagers paid
Sending our minds to flight....
Desperation creeping in...
The art we once mastered seemingly vanishing from our hearts
Is this the end?
In pessimism we agree....then again
In hope....the last storm before calm
The concept of dreams....
Ours too numerous to count...
The skill very much in our possession..
Plans...one at a time...
Still, a heart weakened by persistent storms
Found wanting when scaled against the remaning dreams
Plans changing....an atttempt to grasp all....
A mistake....? Most likely
The expectation of clear and supernatural vision not met...
In dissappointment....a downward spiral to plunge into.....
Like a boat adrift in mid ocean
A captain too numb to steer....
Conceding to the raging storms....
A stark opposite to the legacy documented in the diary of the seaman
Was this the vision of the three horned stars?
In pessimism we agree....too weak to make a comeback....then again..
In hope.....the last storm before calm.....
© Nd Obi
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